.Sunday, June 29, 2008 ' 9:00 PM
is it me, or is it that people are becoming cold towards me?
seems like everything in life these days aren't going smoothly..
i'm starting to lose control of myself and i'm getting more and more irritated/moody easily..
perhaps the decisions made right from the start is wrong..
would i have been better of in ac, m or even poly?
would i have been better of being alone and just alone?
would i have been better of not getting close to you all cause i'm starting to get hurt by actions done..
or would i have been better of in anywhere else?
i don't wish to pursue anymore answers or it'll only hurt further..
perhaps my actions and words these days aren't coming out right..but what's done is done..
i can't do anything to take back the wrong words i said..
but the treatment i get from people?
life is getting more horrible as each day passes..
the close friendship that we just started not long, seems to be ending soon..
but i've really no idea why..