.Saturday, July 19, 2008 ' 12:18 PM
today is saturday!!
i realised i've been really really tired these days..
for continuously 4-5 days..i've been following a same routine of falling asleep on the sofa at 11plus when watching my show..
and i'll always end up waking up having backaches..
going to school doesn't make things better..
these days..i'm starting to dread going to school..
i used to be really happy that there's school..because i was really happy to have such a wonderful cca and class..
but after 7months..everything is starting to change..
told bj this quote of "日久见真面目" which is applying to my daily life now..
i always get this empty feeling whenever i'm with my class..
i want my previous life back..
JOLEEN! i hope you are reading this..cause I MISS YOU! =(
and thanks chuan for being there for me =))..
thursday was the last day of the blood donation drive..
and 2hours before it ended..i decided to give it a go..
and thanks to tw! i actually thought it would be damn pain which caused my heart to beat super fast for like..20mins? =.=
but nvm since you pei-ed me there one lol..
when the needle was finally inside my skin and the blood was pumping into the pack ald..
i thought everything was fine until my head started spinning and my vision went blur..
so i told the nurse that i felt dizzy and i couldn't remember what happen next as i couldn't feel anything..
the next thing i knew..i was no longer sitting upright but lying down and i could only see sinyee's mouth moving but couldn't hear much..
and after awhile..my arm was bandaged with a super cute smiley face green bandage..
when my mind was finally clear..i sat up and went to the "replenishing" area to rest and kept drinking water cause according to the nurse..i almost fainted due to the lack of water in my body..
i went to sectionals after that and ended conducting with one hand cause my left arm felt like jelly..
after sectionals..i went to meet huiling and told her what happened..
and expectedly she freaked out lol..
felt like a cripple for the rest of the day =(..
when i took out my bandage my upper arm swelled like a pig's hand and there is a big bruise around the wound and at the swollen part too..
till today the bruise is still there as clear as ever =/..
i hope by tomorrow my arm strength will come back..
or i'm gonna suffer at work...
