.Saturday, July 12, 2008 ' 4:41 PM
when walking home from piano lessons yesterday..
memories started flashing across my mind when my phone was playing the song "The Sweet Escape"..
i missed those days when life was still so fun with the SCIP people and of course entertainment comm =)..
i missed those days when we had to dance every morning despite the many eyes set on us..
i missed those days when the E.comm had meetings and had so much fun organising..
there are just too many things i missed..
i had a dream last night..
although its a pleasant DREAM..
it made me feel horrible when i woke up and realised its just a dream..
cause i woke up and realised this is reality..
whatever happened in the dream..will never happen in real life..
The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is to love and be loved in return.
From "Unforgettable with Love" by Natalie Cole
what if you love..yet you aren't loved in return?
love is such an indescribable feeling..
its makes one happy..yet it makes one sad as well..
why is loving someone so hard?
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
While loving someone deeply gives you courage.
by Lao Tzu
why doesn't this apply to me?
if i had the courage..i wouldn't be suffering here..
seeing all the couples being so happy in my class and everywhere else only makes me hurt even more..
if i could move on easily like what everyone is telling me..
i wouldn't be me..
