.Sunday, October 12, 2008 ' 1:18 PM
i'm left alone at home on a sunday again..as usual..
its probably my own fault..since i always refuse to follow my parents to my grandparents' house..
but yet again..i don't really like the feeling of being alone at home..especially when there's nothing to do..
how ironic =/..
yesterday was a gathering with the girls and some r2 guys after so long..
it was supposed to be a surprise bbq to celebrate my belated birthday and joleen's advanced birthday..
but it wasn't really a surprise since a big mouth told joleen long ago and she came to tell me =x..
and the big mouth did not go in the end!
but well..it was still greatly appreciated! =D
there was me, joleen, huiling, jiasui, jieling, jerven, qiyang, kent and vic..
and the 9 of us had to finish 3 packets of hotdogs, one packet of sausages, 1 packet of satay (50-100 sticks?), 5 stingrays, 5 packs of sotongs, 2 packs of chicken chops, 1 packs of chicken wings, 5 pieces of this long fish, 2 packets of crabmeat..hmm i think that's about all..
but in conclusion..the 9 of us had to finish up the food for 13 =.=..
and despite many attempts, me and joleen can't seem to get the kite to fly at all! partly is because there was no wind, and of course..we don't have the skills =x..
had a really long talk with joleen at my favourite spot for a heart-to-heart talk =)..
nothing is better than pouring out everything to someone who understands you so well..
our friendship is just indescribable..
and joleen told me yesterday that i give people whom i don't know and whom doesn't know me well "do not come and bother me..i don't wanna talk to you" kind of feeling..
lol..i don't know if this "repelling" factor is true..
but if it IS true..it isn't good..
maybe i should try to look more friendly lol..
no wonder i always get misunderstood =/..i can't wait for pw to be over!
its getting more horrible each day -.-..
especially when the teachers comment on something that we HAVE to do and not just practise..
like looking up on the information on places and KNOWING them..
i guess i'll just have to put in much more effort..
jiayou!
